Every thing looks good..... No BEAUTIFUL

Those where the words that came out of my RE's mouth today during my ultrasound! I'm so excited, 2 weeks from today is the big day! I'm so tired, bloated and emotional from the drugs, my poor hubby doesn't know what to think about me right now. Last night I woke up at 3am and couldn't get back to sleep, I find myself letting my mind wander into a really dark place......the place I experienced last time. I know I need to not go there but it's so hard......I'm going to start some meditation this weekend to hopefully help. The last week was HELL!!!! I was stuck at home all week due to the crazy snow that we got here in the PNW. As beautiful as it was it created a ginormous mess and caused us to lose power for 2 days :( thankfully we have gas for our water and fireplace so we stayed nice and warm. I'm am officially leaving my job!!!! Eeekkkkk yep that's right February 6th is my last day at my store. It's so bittersweet because I know that I NEED to get out of the environment and move on but shhhheeesssss I have been there for almost 6 years. I am so sad to leave my amazing team and wonderful customers :( I have started the proccess of interviewing at our headquarters which is crazy in itself, I'm hoping to have a new way less stressful position by the end of February. I'm taking 2 weeks of vacation after the FET so I can relax and help those embabies implant! Im so nervous about starting a new job so early on if the FET works but I really don't have any other choice. I'm just trying to take it one day at time.....