It's over.....

I'm devastated, nothing more to say.

a little of this a little of that........

Yay im excited! Thanks to @sometimesitshardtogetpregnant.blogspot.com for tagging me )

1. What household chore would you never ever do again if you could have your way? CLEAN THE BATHROOM, I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT
2. Ever been to a drive-in movie theater? If so, when and where? And did you neck in the back seat? If not, any desire? HAHA YES I HAVE IN HIGH SCHOOL, DONT REMEMBER WHAT MOVIE I SAW THOUGH AND NO NECKING WAS INVOLVED I WAS A GOODY GOODY ;)
3. Favorite thing to do on a rainy, dreary day? SLEEP IN LATE AND RELAX ON THE COUCH WITH MY HUBBY AND DOG READING AND WATCHING MOVIES
4. Apple or banana? APPLE 
5. What are your favorite smells? FRESH CLEAN SHEETS RIGHT OUT OF THE DRYER, FRESH RAIN ON DRY PAVEMENT, MY SHAMPOO AND BABIES 
6. What would you do with a million bucks? HMMMM SO, MUCH PAY OFF DEBT, GO TO THE MALDIVES BUY A NEW HOUSE......
7. If you were President of the world, what would you fix first about the world? WOW WHAT WOULDNT I FIX IS A BETTER QUESTION!
8. What's the most exotic place you've been or want to go? FIJI FOR OUR HONEYMOON, ALL OVER ITALY LAST YEAR.  WILL GO TO THE MALDIVES BEFORE I DIE!!!!!
9. Sweet or salty? BOTH :)
10. Most recent book you've read? Recommend it? OPEN HEART EMPTY WOMB, YES I WOULD RECOMMEND IT 
11. Five basic food items your house is (almost) never without? FRUIT,VEGGIES, CHICKEN, BREAD AND YOGURT

Im struggling with keeping my positive outlook :( im 6dp5dt , my cramping stopped yesterday, I had horrible headache all day yesterday too, boobs are still sore and huge as well as my tummy.  Im driving myself crazy with every move I make, I tried to talk hubby into getting a pregnancy test at the store last night but he didnt go for it.  We have the kiddo this weekend and im not sure if I want to find out while she is here so I might POAS on friday so I can be prepared.  Im praying for all of you laddies in all of your different stages :)

Waiting wishing and hoping........

Our transfer went amazing on Wednesday! The process was much easier this time around thanks to the 2 valium I popped this time :) I had done my homework and come in with a full bladder but of course Dr. K was running behind and I couldn't hold it anymore so he had to fill it back up with the lovely catheter I hate that thing. After the transfer I stayed in the recovery room for a couple hours and relaxed before we headed home. Let me tell you how much I'm not a fan of bed rest or as we do in my house couch rest, dont get me wrong it's super nice to be waited on by my hubby but it kills my back just laying! I swear every time I move I feel like I'm screwing something up with the embabies :( that feeling really sucks. I have been sleeping with my big body pillow due to the fact that I'm a stomach sleeper and have been trying really hard to log roll myself out of bed to use the potty. The cool thing about this FET is there is no progesterone needles! Thank goodness for that, however 4 prometrium pills up the the lady parts every day is a little much oh as well as 2 estrace pills shhheeeesh. I am feeling some light cramping here and there but overall just feel really big and swollen in the tummy area and the boobs. I got to take a much needed shower today, man standing up for 10 minutes after being down for almost 3 days was tough! I'm looking forward to taking it really easy over the next week. I'm hoping that I'm strong enough to stay away from POAS but we shall see.........beta is a week from tomorrow