not sure how I feel about this....

So today I am struggling letting go of a some anger I have towards my SIL, you see the day before we were to get our results from IVF I found out on Facebook that she was pregnant with her 3rd.  To make matters worse I had been completely open with her about our IF struggles and our IVF journey, yet she still had the nerve to "steal my thunder" as I have been saying, she didnt even have the decency to send an email or call me to let me know.  There is much more to the story and my history with my SIL that I wont get into now but I wanted to give you the just of the situation.  Any how we are having a family get together next weekend, this will be the first time I have talked to/seen her since I found out about her pregnancy on FB.  Im not sure what to say to her or even if I am ready to talk to her, its going to be bad enough to have to look at her pregnant belly let alone her face :/.  I have asked my hubby to call his brother and ask him to let her and himself know that I DO NOT WANT to talk about the miscarriage or our next steps, I just want to be left alone.  I hope I dont sound too bitter but its just the way I am feeling right now, maybe just maybe tomorrow I will feel different.........

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Not much to report....... Hubs and I went to the beach this last weekend and had a wonderfully beautiful day on saturday :)  We spent time walking on the beach with Mo and spending some alone time together.  We also started doing P90X this week, man oh man I am so so sore!  I am still feeling super bloated and have some pretty good pains in my abdomen at times which im sure is just my body healing.  I am excited to be working out again, I have missed running I cant believe I am writing that!!!!!!  Nothing new on the work front, still waiting on a call back from the hiring manager at corporate.  We launched red cups today as well as the super popular holiday drinks (boo egg nog) it seems so surreal that its that time of year already!